Hmmm where do I begin?

*Chuckles at the hecklers who are shouting “At the beginning might be a good start*

Alright already I’m getting there…. Trust me ;o)

It’s probably fair to say that I have spent my life looking for a niche, a place, an inner sense of quietness and there have been times when, for lots of reasons, I convinced myself that I had found it only to accept at a later point I had been mistaken. Whilst I don’t necessarily rejoice when I recall those times, I now acknowledge that they are part of me and who I am today and had I not have travelled those paths I would not be where I am today.

I was raised a Catholic but soon found out that there are other sides to Catholicism and that some of the practitioners needed to spend a little more time practising what they and their religion preached rather than cavorting with the congregation. Since then I have spent what seems like a very long time, looking for answers. I believe and have always believed that everybody is capable of magick and within paganism I have found that. The magick of what is around us, a magick that makes you inhale deeply when you hear the wind conversing with the trees, the fields, landscapes changing colour and shape melting together like some huge quilted bedspread. The magick that is inside each of us, the love, understanding, compassion and tolerance that we are all capable of demonstrating…. the magick that makes all things unique yet at the same time…..connected, related….joined.

I am not perfect by any stretch of the imagination but then again…I never said the path I now walk was not rocky or at times, paved with a few ‘personal’ potholes. ;o) The difference now is…I have another to walk beside me, who guides me when a myst draws in and obscures my view, who encourages me not to rest too long on rocks which I will in the end, find uncomfortable, who slips his hand into mine and squeezes it gently, surrounding me with his love. This time the Gods have given me DarkMere for whom I will be eternally grateful. I hope I can grow to be all I am capable of being whilst in his and the Gods protection.

Looking back, the road behind me has most definitely been a varied one both spiritually and physically although some might argue…is there a difference and I wont get into philosophy right now lol at this moment I am just content to know that whatever the future holds I can share it with Dark, my Assassins and We will be safe.

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